1. Let It Go

 
Deep within every being alive, there is a well with water from the Source of all life 
Filled to the brim with eternal Love, God’s Love, Spirit’s Love, unconditional love is inside of everyone. Drop your burdens, let go of your pain! Let the Love of Spirit flow though your veins. 
Let it go, let it go, let it go, let Love fill your soul! 
*Let it go 
Forgive yourself! 
Let it go, let it go, let it go, let Love fill your soul! 
These wounds weren’t meant to last! We’ve got to leave them in the past! 
Dharmic grooves from lifetimes before, they don’t serve us anymore! 
Wrap it up in a great big box and give it up to Spirit-Let it Go! 
Drop it in the river-Let it Go! 
Burn it in the fire-Let it Go! 
Give it up to Spirit! 
Forgive yourself for hanging on so long! 
Let it go, let love fill your soul! 
Free yourself as you let it go!!! 
Let Love fill your soul!

2. HIGHLANDS 

*WaheGuru 
Every place I’ve gone, every place I’ve been. Traveling round the world now it’s time to look within, look within! 
Then I heard Your voice, I heard You say, “Come home to the Highlands and do not hesitate, come home to the Highlands and learn to meditate!” 
Wahe, Wahe, WaheGuru! 
I close my eyes and what do I see? Glowing blue pyramids beckoning to me. I dive right into an indigo sea then spirals of white light take me to infinity! 
To the other side, beyond my mind! To the other side, where love and light reside! 
Wahe, Wahe, WaheGuru! 
I want to fly right through, I want to know You, *Isis! 
I want to fly right through I want to know You, Isis! 
And go beyond my mind, beyond space and time, beyond my mind where love and light reside! 
Wahe, Wahe, WaheGuru! 
Wings of love, wings of light let’s fly through the Universe tonight! 
“Stop your thoughts, and you will find that you can go beyond your mind!” 
To the other side! 
Beyond space and time to the other side, where love and light reside! 
Wahe, Wahe, WaheGuru! 

*Description*
*Wahe Guru (a name given to God in Sikhism) 
Wah-Gratitude, Gu-darkness, Ru-light 
Gratitude to the One who delivers us from Darkness into Light! 
It can also mean “Wonderful Teacher”! Or “Yay God!” 
*Isis-Egyptian Goddess of Love an aspect of the Divine Mother!

3. Only Here To Sing! 

*Uma Parvati Ananda Ma 
Uma Parvati Ananda Ma 
Like a mockingbird or a nightingale, I sing to you to try and pierce the veil! 
Can you hear my song? Can you feel my heart long? To pierce the illusion of mind, and fly into Your light! Into Your Love! 
Uma Parvati Ananda Ma 
Uma Parvati Ananda Ma 
*Jai Ambe Jagadambe Mata Bhavani Jai Ambe 
Jai Ambe Jagadambe Mata Bhavani Jai Ambe 
Uma Parvati Ananda Ma 
I am only here to sing, I am only here to sing Your name! Over and over! 
Like a mockingbird or a nightingale, I sing to You to try and pierce the veil! 
The veil of the illusion, the illusion of mind! I only have these songs I sing to You to keep me alive! Keep me alive! 
I am only here to sing, I am only here to sing, I am only here to sing, to sing Your Holy Name! Over and over! 
I am only here to sing Your Name! 

*Description*
*Uma & Parvati Sanskrit names for the “ Mother Goddess of Love and Devotion” 
Ananda means Bliss 
Anandamayi Ma was an Indian Hindu Guru/Spiritual Guide 
Jai Ambe Jagadambe Mata Bhavani Jai Ambe- This is a chant praising “She who gives birth! The Mother/The Earth!” 
I wrote this song in honor of my Beloved Guru! 
I sing to Her and to all the Female Saints who have come to guide us to the light and take on the burdens of 
Their students karmas and the karma of the world! 
“I am only here to sing Your Name!” Over and Over!!!!

4. Jaya Jaya 

*Jaya Jaya, Jaya Jaya 
It’s the longing and the yearning that fuels the fire, it’s the longing and the yearning that takes us higher! Take us higher! 
I’m just a lost little calf praying that You will find me! I’m part of your herd, I know that You will find me! With Your brilliant light and the sound of Your sacred flute! 
Make me an instrument for Spirit to sing through!!! Make me an instrument of 
Thy peace, of Thy peace oh Lord! 
Take us higher!!!! Take us higher! Take us higher!!! 
Jaya Jaya Jaya 
Govinda Gopala Jaya Jaya Jaya 
Radha Ramana Hari Govinda Jai! 
It’s the longing and the yearning that fuels the fire, It’s the longing and the yearning that takes us higher Take us higher!!! 

*Description*
*JAYA JAYA – JAI or Jaya in Sanskrit means “Victory” “Joy” “Victory to Spirit”! 
*GOVINDA-GOPALA are names for the young Lord Krishna 
GOVINDA-“Go” translates to Veda and also to Cow, “Vinda” means “finding” in Sanskrit 
“Finder of the Veda” The Vedas are the most ancient holy Hindu texts filled with the wisdom of the sages. 
Govinda also translates to “finding the cows”. 
*GOPALA-is the child cow keeper, young Krishna was often in the pastures herding the cows 
*RADHA is the divine lover of Krishna 
*HARI-HAR-GOD-in this case God beaming through the Lord Krishna 
*RADHA RAMA HARI-Praise be to the love of Krishna 
My interpretation: 
JAYA JAYA- “I Celebrate the One who showed me the Way, my Beloved Param Sant Sat Guru! 
GOVINDA, GOPALA- for me I can relate to Jesus as He was a Holy Shepard! 
All Masters who have gathered Their flock, Their herd, Their disciples! They are the Living Masters of Pure Truth! My Teacher always told me “All Masters are ONE!” 
RADHA RAMA HARI- You, Me, the lovers of the Beloved, the lovers of the LORD! 
LONGING AND YEARNING-My Teachers Teacher always told Her, when She asked what is the most important thing to know about the Path of the Masters, The Path of Meditation. His answer was always the same.. 
“IT'S THE LONGING AND YEARNING”!!!

5. Free Fall 

*Ong Namo Guru Dev Namo, Ong Namo Guru Dev 
When I think of You, I know all my dreams are coming true. They might not look like what I imaged them to be! But as time passes by I’ve come to realize that I can’t always see what I need! 
We’re so attached to what we want we don’t know what we need! 
We’re hanging on so tight that that rope is making our hearts bleed! 
Let Go, Free Fall, Trust that you might not know it all! Let Go, Free Fall! 
Let go, Let God guide you on your way! 
Let go, Free Fall! 

*Description*
*Ong Namo Guru Dev Namo, Ong Namo Guru Dev 
We’re so attached to what we want we don’t know what we need! We’re hanging on so tight that that rope is making our hearts bleed! 
Let go, Let God guide you on your way! 
Let go, Free Fall!!!!! 

*Description*
*Ong Namo Guru Dev Namo- I bow to the Light within, I bow to the Divine Teacher! I bow to the Divine Teacher within that connects us to the lineage of Gurus. 

6. Forgiveness

Oh Mother help me to see, all of Your love is inside of me! Yes it is!
Oh Father help me to know everywhere I am that’s where You go, I’m never alone!
Oh Mother help us to see that when we hurt one another it’s our own pain surfacing!
Oh Father help us to know that when we forgive, we truly grow closer to You!
Forgiveness! Let go of the pain! Forgiveness let go of the past!
Forgiveness Let Go!!!
This pain that divides and separates us, it’s the ruler of mind *Kal’s creation.
The Devil’s playground call it what you will but when you give these thoughts power it’s like a ball rolling down the hill!
Take control of your mind! Take control!
Forgiveness, let go of the pain! Forgiveness let go of the past!
Forgive yourself!

Let Go!
*Guru Nanak, Charan Singh, Oh *Beloved help us love unconditionally!
Help us to live unconditionally! Help us to Love unconditionally! *The Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit, The Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit! help us to love unconditionally! Help us to live unconditionally, Help us to LOVE! Forgive each other, love one another, forgive yourself, forgive each other! Let go!                                       *Description*
*Kal- is the personification of Negative force in this creation. Also referred to as
the ruler of Universal mind
*Guru Nanak- Founder of Sikhism
*Charan Singh- Maharaja Charan Singh Ji was the Satguru for the Radha Saomi Satsang Beas in the northern Punjab, India for almost 4 decades. He taught the Sant Mat Path of the Inner Sound Current, Surat Shabd Yoga
*Father, Son, Holy Spirit-This is the Christian Doctrine of the Holy Trinity.
Father-God, Son-Jesus Christ, Holy Spirit-One God in 3 persons, the Holy spirit proceeds as the oneness of the Father and the Son.

7. All Roads-REMIX

I’ve seen beyond the veils of time where all souls are merged into the heart of the Divine.
Where we are not defined by the color of our skin! Where there is no fear or comparison! When Love is truly present we can walk together in the light of Spirit!
One Love, All Roads lead to You!
*Om Nama, Om Namah Shivayah
*Radha, Radha, Radha, Soami (Swami)
*Allah, Allah, Ishq Allah Ma’bud Lillah
*Aho Wankan Tankan
*Baruk ata Adonai Eloheinu, melekh Ha’olam
What if we could all live as one? Accept each other’s differences and beliefs!?! At the heart of every spiritual path every religion there is one common thread, LOVE!
Love will lead you back to God, Love will lead you Home! Love is the rhythm of the universe the GOAL!!!
Love! All Roads walked in Love lead to You!!!
Jesus, Buddha, Krishna, Mother Mary full of Grace!
All Roads walked in Love lead to You!
All Roads they lead to You!

*Description*
*Ishq Allah Ma’bud Lillah or Allah=God is Love, Lover and Beloved (Sufism)
Allah=Love
Ishq=Unconditional Love
Ma’bud = Beloved, worshiped, adored
Om Namah Shivayah=Hindu Mantra meaning “love and adoration to the Auspicious One! Lord Shiva
*Aho=Lakota-Hello, Cherokee use it to mean Amen….Aho Wankan Tankan in my song is singing praise to the Great Spirit!
* Wankan Tankan=The Lakota Sioux Native American Indians refer to “The Great Mystery”, “The Sacred, The Divine” “Great Spirit”
*Radha Soami (Swami)=Lord of the Soul- from the East Indian Sant Mat Path called Radha Soami
*Baruk ata Adonai Eloheinu, melekh Ha’olam
Part of a Jewish prayer meaning=
“Blessed are You, Lord our God, King of the Universe!”

8. Music Of The Spheres

Hallelujah!
Close your eyes look inside focus on the light!
Close your eyes look inside focus on the sound!
Meditate on God’s Holy Glory!
Meditate let go of the story!
Hallelujah!
Listen can you hear, listen can you hear the music of the spheres?
Meditate on God’s Holy Glory! Meditate let go of the story!
In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was the Sound and the Sound is the Song of God, calling to you, singing to you!
Can you devote some time to tune in to the Divine? To clear the clutter of your mind and slip Home through the sweet, sweet music of the spheres!
Hallelujah!
Listen can you hear, the Music of the Spheres!
Meditate!
Hallelujah!

9. Divine Feminine

*Om Shri Lakshmi, Om Shreem Lakshmi, Om Shri Lakshmi!
All’s in Divine order feel the change in the water tides are turning!
*Amma, Amma, Jai Jai Ma
All’s in Divine order feel the change in the water tides are turning to the Divine Feminine!
*Om Shri Lakshmi Maha Devi Om!
Amma, Amma, Jai jai ma!
Spiritual prosperity awakening humanity! Awakening, Awakening humanity!
Goddess of fortune, Mother of us all purify our souls! Purify, Purify!
Om Shri Lakshmi!
Om Shri Lakshmi Maha Devi Om!
*Om Shri Saraswati, *Rahda, *Parvati, Maha Lakshmi Devi, *Isis calls us Home! Om Shri Saraswati, Rahda, Parvati, Maha Lakshmi Devi, Isis calls us Home! Amma, Amma, Jai Jai Ma!
All’s in Divine Order feel the change in the water tides are turning! All’s in Divine Order feel the change in the water tides are turning to the Divine Feminine!

*Description*
*Om Shri/Shreem Lakshmi =Hindu Goddess of fortune, chanting to Lakshmi invokes spiritual and worldly prosperity.
*Maha Devi Om=Praise to the Great Mother!
*Amma Amma, Jai Jai Ma= Singing praise to Mata Amritanandamayi or Amma
who is a Female Indian Guru who is currently alive touring the world spreading Compassion, Spiritual Wisdom and Love!
*Jai Jai Ma=Praise to the Mother Goddess!
*Om Shri Saraswati=Saraswati is the Hindu Goddess of Music, art and Wisdom.
*Radha=She is the original Hindu Shakti depiction of female goddess’ness
*Parvati=Hindu goddess of Love, Devotion, The Mother Goddess!                                         *Isis= the Powerful Egyptian Goddess of LOVE!                                                           I wrote my version of this chant to honor all female saints, gurus' and Teachers of the Truth as well as to inspire the reality that YES INDEED THE TIDES ARE TURNING TO THE DIVINE FEMININE!

(however slow this change may seem, it is happening!)

10. White Horse

*Jai, Jai Guru Dev
We’re You with me in the night, helping to make rose colored light? With a wave of my hand, spreading love all through the land, through the land!?
I used to journey below, to where the dark forces go. In the depths of my pain a hummingbird came by to say, “you can fly away, on the wings of the White Horse, you can fly!!!”
When the demons come near, I will not fear, in the darkness of the night I’ll call the purity of light! The purity of light!
Love, love of God! Love, love, love of God!
*Jai, Jai Guru Dev!
For so many years I was tortured by my fears when the suicide spirits came, I was losing at their game. They can’t hurt me anymore cause I found the cure!
Etheric blue butterflies dance through Egyptian eyes, the eternal ankh of life survives and the White Horse flies! The White Horse flies!
Singing Love, love, love, love of God!
The White Horse flies!!!!

*Description*
*Jai Guru Dev=Praise the One who brings wisdom and light the world!                              *White Horse-Purity or Love and Light

11. Longing

Last night in my dreams I felt my soul wiggle free and I experienced leaving my body, ecstasy!
Why must people fear when death is drawing near? The pain of leaving loved
ones when we go, but it’s the sweetest bliss we’ll ever know!
Let go!
I want to die while I’m alive! Leave my body and fly into Your love!
Your holy, holy, holy love !
Let go! Let go! Let go!
Let go and merge into light and sound! Spiraling round and round beyond the sky
I long to fly!
I want to fly into Your light; I want to fly into Your light!
I long to be one with your Love! I long to be one with your Love!
Holy, holy, holy, holy love, holy, holy!
I long to die while I’m alive! I long to fly in to Your light!
Ecstasy, ecstasy into Your love, Your Holy Love! Into God’s Love!
I’m longing to merge into God’s Love, eternal bliss Ecstasy!
Holy!

1. Walk In Faith

Frozen in time, stuck in a holding pattern. Fear can paralyze, even the strongest contender! The earth will shake and tremble and our towers will fall! There's no escape from the inevitable truth of it all 

*I'm gonna walk, gonna walk, gonna walk in faith! Trusting every step that I take, and when I fall let it be in Your Grace, I'm gonna walk, walk, walk….walk in faith! 

I used to follow the sun, and every place was my home! With a guitar on my back, I would wander and roam! Free from fear, worry and doubt! I've got to dig that wild child out! 
Oh, where did she go? She's asleep deep within my soul….wake up!!! 

*i'm gonna walk, gonna walk, gonna walk in faith, trusting every step that I take, and when I fall let it be in Your Grace, I'm gonna walk, walk, walk, walk in faith! 

There comes a time in our lives when we're asked to walk blind. Surrendering our will, embracing our shadow side. The path of acceptance is hard and painful, sometimes we feel so alone! Yet our spirit voyage is waiting to carry us home….cross the sea of souls! Meditate!!! 

*I'm gonna walk, gonna walk, gonna walk in faith, trusting every step that I take, and when I fall let it be in Your Grace, I'm gonna walk, walk, walk….walk in faith!!!

2. Fill Me Up

My cup is empty and begging for Your Light! I’m longing for Your Love, every night! 
There is no person who can fill this burning need! It’s for You, it’s for You, it’s for  
You, oh Lord, that my heart does bleed! 
Chorus *  
Fill me up, take me to that place inside, fill me up, my heart is open wide,  
Fill me up, fill me up, fill me up, on Your magic carpet ride! 
I wanna die while I ‘m still alive, leave my body, fly, fly, fly! Merge into your Holy  
Love and come back to tell the story,  if I can!? 
Of Your effulgence, Your radiance, Your Divine Grace, Your beautiful face! 
*Chorus* 
  Fill me up, take me to that place inside, fill me up, my heart is open wide,  
Fill me up, fill me up, fill me up, on Your magic carpet ride! 
Frustration makes for delicious art! There’s nothing better than a broken heart! To  
Fuel the fire of creativity, passion bursting at the seams! A little does of insanity,  all  
The right ingredients for a masterpiece! 
*chorus 
Dance to the beat of the African drum, in the burning hot, southern sun! The Cuban  
Motion is the healing potion for the delirium of this Lovers devotion! 
Oh this longing will not cease! I’m looking for emotional release! I’ll keep on dancing  
Till there’s nothing left! Till this long, thick mane is soaking wet!!! 
*chorus 
(scat out…) I am a passionate lover, and there is no other…but You! It’s all for You,  
my Lord, all for You, for You, for You!

3. No More War

What will it take? When will we finally break down on our knees and pray? 
When will it cease? When will we live in peace, and chant the Names of the Lord!? 
Chant the Names of the Lord!? 

CHORUS* He gave us all a voice, gave us freedom of choice! And with it the power to 
Create our very own tower, and now in our final hour. We turn our hearts to You!  
No more war, that’s not what we came here for! 

We run to our temples our mosques and our church! Looking for answers in the  
Worldly ways of this earth! “But lo here and lo there, for behold the kingdom of God 
Is within!” 
In the hearts of our mothers in the eyes of our brothers, the Lord dwells within!  
Don’t hurt the house of the Lord! 
CHORUS* He gave us all a voice, gave us freedom of choice. And with it the power to  
Create our very own tower, and now in our final hour. We turn our hearts to you!!! 
Calling in LOVE, PEACE, TRUTH AND FORGIVENESS!!! 
LOVE, PEACE, TRUTH AND FORGIVENESS!

4. New Mythology

We are a circle spinning round and round, like the river flowing ever down. Take your sister by the hand because, New Mythology is sweeping the land……sweeping the land! 
Do you know do you understand what I mean by New Mythology sweeping the land? Archetypical, patriarchal myths and stories been told and retold…..I think they're getting old! Let's break the mold! 
Let's turn them around and rewrite the play because, New Mythology is birthing today…birthing today! 

Persephone went into the light, Aphrodite wasn't jealous of Psyche, King Arthur and Guinevere made love to Sir Lancelot every night...every night! 

We just wanna be free…living New Mythology…..In love all the time…the separation was in, in, in all in your mind!!! 

Talking bout New Mythology, New Mythology… 
We just wanna be free…
In love all the time! 
In love all the time!

5. Seed, Flower & Peace

Can you sense the changes coming round the bend? All things have a season, beginning, middle and end! 
Surrender to the cycle, acceptance is key! Try a little harder to love your enemy! 
 *push through the resistance, gotta make it through another day! Chop wood, carry water, it’s the only way! 
Seed, Flower and Peace, we’re learning to release! Seed, Flower and Peace, Let go to grow, Let to grow, to grow! 
You can not stop the river, when she wants to flow! Nothing lasts forever we’ve got to learn to let go! 
We've got to love when it feels impossible and forgive the unforgivable, peace begins with you and me and then spreads into eternity! 
Seed, Flower and Peace, Seed, Flower and Peace, to grow, let go, to grow, let go, to grow! 
Seed, Flower and Peace, Seed, Flower and Peace, Seed, Flower and Peace, all around the world!! 
Plant the seeds of peace! We’ve got to try a little harder to love our enemies! 
 *push through the resistance! Gotta make it through another day! Chop wood, carry water, it’s the only way!!! 
Seed, Flower and Peace, gotta learn to release! Seed, Flower, and Peace, to grow, let go, to grow!

6. Love

Were You with me in the night? Helping me to make rose colored light? With a wave of my hand, spreading love all through the land! Through the land! 
Singing Love, love, love, love, love of God! 

I used to journey below, to where the dark forces go, and in the depths of my pain a hummingbird came by to say "you can fly away, just catch a current and go, you can fly away, let the winds of fate blow, blow you Home!" 

And when the demons come near, I will not fear and in the darkness of the night, I'll call the purity of light! The purity of light!  
Singing Love, love, love, love of God!!! 

So many years, I was tortured by my fears and when the suicide spirits came, I was losing at their game. They can't hurt me anymore, cause I found the cure! 
I found it! 
Etheric blue butterflies dance through Egyptian eyes….The eternal ankh of life survives and the white horse flies! The white horse flies! 

Singing Love, love, love, love, love, love, love of God!

7. Really With Me

Are You really with me? Did you really come from a start, all the way to this place, to heal my heart?! 
I feel Your Love!  
I never had a night of sleep before, I walked through Your door! Up on Your mountain high, my spirit finally safe to fly. You gave me a little cabin in the woods, You asked me to write songs and meditate! Currents rising, heart on fire, in love, inspired! 
*As above, so below, I'm basking in Your golden glow! 
Your Love, Your aura, the sweetest home I've ever known! 
*Above, around, below, I know, I know Your really with me! 
I see You in my sister's eyes, underneath the mango tree! 
Wisdom whispering through her branches, and her greenery. I hear You when I dive into the water, emerald teal, I feel. Not a dolphin around yet I'm swimming in sound, I know Your really with me! 
Weightless, surrounded, embraced in Your love!  

I visualize every whale in the sea, singing You songs, etherically! Coming through Your walls of aquamarine, sonar ringing, can You hear? It's me, Your little one…my heart is bleeding as I write You this song! It's me Your little one, so much love as I sing You this song! 
Above, around, below, I know, I know Your really with me!

8. Deep Elevation

I long to merge with your heart, but this space between keeps us apart! One day 
we'll merge at last! The point beyond passion, the critical mass! 
Deep Elevation! 
You know I heard it in a dream! Deep Elevation! By the rocks in the stream, Deep 
Elevation! 
Deeper and deeper, higher and higher that's the way were gonna go! Deeper and 
deeper, higher and higher and this Love is gonna blow!!! 
On the banks of the green, green, green, Ganga dream as the magenta rose 
offerings flow down stream. I made a vow, to serve thee through the sound and 
then I dove down deep into that Ganges River and I heard the sound. Then I came 
up to the sunrise and saw your eyes and you said to me. "Deeper and Deeper, 
higher and higher, that's the way your gonna go.... deeper and deeper...higher and 
higher....

9. When Will This Cycle Pass

On the other side of the window, through the looking glass, it feels like another dream, with the same character cast! When will this cycle pass? When will you come for me at last? 
I know I’ll cry a million tears, as the days, turn into years! And yet this life is like a blink of an eye, and this love knows no time. No time at all, this love knows no time! 

I call you up on the telephone, you don’t answer and I know your home, so I go back down and I sit in my chair and think “oh God, maybe I’ll find you there!”  
I’m knotted and twisted like a ball of twine longing to ascend into the divine and you said we journeyed in the middle of the night, but I don’t remember dancing in the light…with You? 
You asked me for coke, I give you ice tea, denying the eyes that set me free so I leave your room feeling like a dope, cause you asked for caffeine and I said “nope”! Where does my devotion lie? 
Did I really agree to come down here? Is there really more karma I have to clear? I’m just a musician whose used to being lazy sometimes this path, drives me crazy!!! 
When will this cycle pass? 
She tells me 
Patience, Acceptance, Submission…..??? Oh no, not the “s” word!! 

Sometimes I’m struck with wander lust as I sweep up another pile of dust! My eyes are burning I can barely see as I learn another lesson in humility! But I really enjoy singing on stage for a captive audience who is locked up in a cage! I know I’ve reached the top when I’m pushing that mop and the birds are screaming….don’t stop!!! Weeee! 
I’m just another drama queen, desperately trying to be serene!! I’m a high maintenance roller coaster ride as my emotions race from low to high! 
I'm a super big challenge for my friends but they seem to still like me or at least they pretend! And my egos’ putting up a pretty good fight as it slowly dies on this path of Sound and Light, and it’ s a slow painful death!!! 
The death of the ego…it’s so slow…so painful..it just doesn’t want to go!! 
The agony and ecstasy… 

10. Starting To Like It

Catapulted into space, hope You catch me with Your Grace! 
Everything’s been turned around, my life is upside down, Spirit threw 
the dice and this is how they rolled. It may seem cruel and it may seem 
cold, but I’m starting to like it! 
The web has been spun, the journey has begun, emerge from the cocoon, not a moment too soon! 
It’s hard to see what’s on the other side when were in the black hole, void of light! 
So deep in the abyss, you’ve got to hang on tight, then loosen up your grip! 
Gotta be patient and try to accept that better times are up ahead! It's a process, the birth of the chrysalis!  
Time heals all wounds…Time heals all wounds! 

The web has been spun, the journey has begun, emerge from the cocoon, not a moment, not a moment to soon! 

I’m starting to like it, mmm, starting to like it, yeah! 
And that’s when it changes, when we accept and start to like it, that’s when it changes… 
Time heals all wounds!

11. Angel Child

Angel child gonna come for me, gonna take all my worries and set me free! 
Last night I slipped into a dream and an angel came to visit me! He was something 
Sweet, he was something fine! Adonis on earth, Apollo divine! 
He intoxicated with his love from the highest realms of heaven above! He sang 
With a voice like I’d never heard! Was he a man or was he a bird? I don’t know! 

Chorus* Wrap your silken wings around me, kiss me with your velvet lips, sing  
With your golden voice till my heart has no choice, but to rejoice! Angel! 
Angel child gonna come for me, gonna take all my worries and set me, set me free! 
One morning I was sitting in meditation and I thought I’d run into some sort of  
Complication, cause I smelled smoke and I smelled fire and I was being lured by my 
Desire! Your golden hair was burning in flames and I kept trying to say my Names,  
But it was getting hot the closer I got and I never could resist a Goddess kiss!!! 
When I finally dove into your fire, we were surrounded by and angel choir! I got  
Ripped into the light, my body in the chair, my soul in flight!!!! 
My mind was blown by the beauty I was shown, I hope you come again my angel!!! 
Chorus* Wrap your silken wings around me, kiss me with your velvet lips, sing with 
Your golden voice till my heart has no choice, but to rejoice!!! Angel!!! 

“I’ll wait for you, if it’s all I ever do, angel” angel….angel…….oooh oooh!! Angel!!!

12. Repetition

I feel the changes, the winds of fate are a blowing. Time to re arrange, everything you thought you were knowing. 
Except for one thing. That always stays the same. The repetition, repetition, repetition of the Holy Names! 

Repetition….. 
Every morning before the dawn, I say the Names, on and on and on and on. My bodies numb and I hear the sound, my spirits flying all around! I'm rising up to meet You, my sweet Lord, I only hope that You might open the door! Open the door!!! 

I am Your child, daughter of the sun, moon and stars! I long to know Your Love, in the realms of Sach Kahnd, Sach Kahnd, Sat Naam! 

Repetition! 

Here I sit in the eye of the storm, the chaos and the drama whipping round and round and round and round! I focus on the light, focus on the sound till every thing is peace, everything is calm! 
Quiet your mind!  
Repeat the Holy Names! 
Repetition!

1. On The Inside

There’s someone else in your room! It was time to leave, this I’ve got to believe! We learn and we grow, we watch the falling snow, cycles turn and karma’s burn. I thought it was all a lie, when I started to cry and You told me that You would always love me! You said. “there is a psychic thread that weaves an invisible web that keeps are souls forever in love!”  *I still feel You on the inside! Sometimes when I’m stage, they tell me that my eyes change shape. That’s when I know, I can never escape You, and there’s not one voice there’s two! Singing through, singing through me! *I still feel You on the inside! You asked me to trust You, You said someday I would understand that there is a perfect plan. As the veils strip away, I’m standing here naked with just one thing to say!  *I still feel You on the inside! 
I had to take the time to tell You in a rhyme that I’m ok, I’m alright! I still feel You on the Inside!

2. Send Out Love

Every day in every way I live to serve You. Amongst the pain and sadness, the suffering and madness, what can I do? 
Millions are crying, innocent souls are dying, telling me what for? The children are hungry and needing, their hearts are broken and bleeding, from the devastation of senseless war! 
From those obsessed with power and in this crucial hour, tell me what can we do? What do we do? 
 * The Saints and the Masters, all say the same thing, SEND OUT LOVE, SEND OUT LOVE! I know it’s difficult and times are hard, just keeping peace in our own backyard. It’s easy to lose hope, feel like we can’t make a difference.  But with faith our love will grow! *The Saints and the Masters all say the same thing, SEND OUT LOVE, SEND OUT LOVE!

3. Indigo Blue

I used to feel like a dog out on a chain, left out to suffer in the sun, snow, and rain. I used to see Your face and hear Your call. You would come and wrap me up in Your sunrise shawl. 
Covering me with a blanket of hope and truth, gently erasing the memories of my lost, lonely youth! *Why does it take so long? They say that in the end that it makes us strong! We pray for answers and ignore the signs, Lord we’re all prisoners of our logical minds….logical! You appeared to me like Isis on the Nile, I could see Your beautiful aura for miles and miles. 
 Upon your forehead a lapis lazuli jewel, You were beckoning me to come and follow You! I knew You would never let me out of Your sight as the owl dropped her feather on me in the night. The wing tip from the hawk was hard to deny, when I picked it up I could see Your eyes! Your beautiful eyes….INDIGO ,INDIGO BLUE!  *Why does it take so long? They say that in the end that it makes us strong! We pray for answers and ignore the signs, Lord we’re all prisoners of our logical minds…logical! 
I know we all have our tale to tell and there is not always a pearl in every oyster shell. But if our eyelashes are numbered and our fate is too, then I’m really giving thanx that I found my way to You!!! And the Journey’s never through…Indigo, Indigo…. INDIGO BLUE!!!

4. Thanks and Praises

Come on come, give it up, give it up! You know you got what fills my cup! Just one glance from Your darshan eyes, sends my soul reeling beyond the skies!  * I give thanks and praises! So grateful for this day! I give thanks and praises, when the light comes my way, and lifts me up, lifts me up! There’s nothing like a morning, sitting in your chair when spirals of white light come and lift you in the air. The sound is ringing so loud and clear like a rocket taking off inside your ear!  * I give thanks and praises! So grateful for this day! I give thanks and praises, when the light comes my way, and lifts me up, lifts me up! 
Just one taste of Your divine Grace, and all day long I can’t wipe the smile from my face! A little Prasad infused with your love, honey nectar treats from heaven above!!! * I give thanks and praises! So grateful for this day! I give thanks and praises, when the light comes my way, and lifts me up, lifts me up! 
Higher and Higher and Higher….I GIVE THANKS!!!

5. The Christos

Blessed Father You gave us your son, and your daughter since time has begun. You never leave us here all alone. You keep sending Saints to help guide us Home! Sacred Mother, Holy one we pray for Your teachings yet from them we run. Since the dawn of time, this has been the way, terrified of those things for which we most pray! Dear brother heed this call, the Saints have been coming since the fall. Bearing their message of Truth and Love, at one with the Father from above! Sweet sister, learn from your mistakes. The road to redemption is paved with forgiveness not hate. Let the Grace of Spirit carry you, lifting your burdens and letting God’s love shine through!

You still save us, You still save us. In this time of darkness and fear, we must remember that we have You here. When we feel Your Presence, we realize that the Christ light is alive, the Christ light is alive! To understand what we don’t already know, requires an open heart and holding to hope! No more stumbling alone in fear, the light of the world is standing right here! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! The light of the world is here! She dies for you, sheds tears for you, she breathes the light inside of you, the light of the world is here! He dies for you, sheds tears for you, he breathes the light inside of you, the light of the world is here! Hallelujah!

6. Guru Dev

Ong Namo Guru Dev Namo 
Guru Dev, Guru Dev Namo 
Oh my Beloved, compassionate One. Gift of Nam, I’m drenched in the nectar of Your Love! Divine Teacher, Beloved friend, I bow to You, again and again! 
Ong Namo,Guru Dev Namo!

7. Song For The Beloved

Nothing is said, nothing is heard, when the heart longs to be with the Beloved. Ly, la ly, Ly la ly, when the heart longs for the Beloved!

8. Seek The Light

(a poem by my sweet sister Lisa F. Cummings) 
Walking along the golden pathways, we enter a holy land! No words are spoken only the Beloved’s voice is heard! 
“Seek the Light, seek the light!” 
The ancient trees are welcoming, they whisper wisdom in a language seldom heard unless you listen with your heart. Leave your thoughts at home, it’s your time to embrace the unknown! 
 *Seek the light, seek the light! 
Look out at the starry night, shooting stars surround you, moon drops glisten and the light dancers spin, an aura of colors unknown to those who have not yet learned to see. 
Golden Pathways, follow them, golden pathways they’ll lead you inside! 
 *Seek the Light, Seek the Light!”

9. Beloved and the Sea

Gotta get back to the water, gotta get back to the sea, cause I’m the oceans daughter and I feel her love calling me! 
I can’t bare to open my eyes, all I do is cry, I can’t bare to open my eyes till the ocean lies before me, in all her beautiful glory! 
 *I’ll sing the song that I’ve sung before, my heart longing for the ocean’s shore! Oh Beloved take me, take me Home!!! 
I heard a prophet say, that in love there is pain. I’ll crawl across the desert floor to taste the Love I felt before. Oh the pain of separation from the Beloved and the Sea. Oh the pain of separation, my heart it bleeds! *I’ll sing the song that I’ve sung before, my heart longing for the ocean’s shore! Oh Beloved take me, take me Home!!! 
I’ll find a way to swim in your Love everyday! I’ll find a way to hear the sound of the ocean waves, I’ll look through my third eye and with God’s Love, I will fly high! I’m crying as I’m dying, grasping, reaching, hanging on to myself! My identity, my desires, I’ve got to burn them all in the fire! *I’ll crawl across the desert floor to taste the love that I felt before, oh Beloved take me, take me Home!!!

10. Wheel Of Infinity

What a dream I had last night, I could not sleep from the sound and the light! The vision that remains still sets chills and shivers through my veins! I heard the thunder of the oceans roar and a golden woman walked through my door, She was radiant like a million suns and her eyes deep pools of indigo jewels! 
She blazed me with her sapphire stare and said, “don’t worry, I’ll meet you there! Just close your eyes, look within, let me take you farther than you’ve ever been. Deeper and deeper and deeper inside till there is no separation between you and I!” 
 *I am you, and you are me, round and round on the wheel of infinity! I heard the call of the morning dove, my heart deeply pierced from this mystical love! Crystal clear that it wasn’t a dream, I wandered down to the stream. 
I could still see her eyes so blue and her words ringing out loud and true. “I am you and you are me, round and round on the wheel of infinity!”

11. Circle of Friends

There’s a circle of friends with love that never ends, a circle of friends we call family. We go round and round on land and sea! A circle of friends we call family!! We will meet in the ocean and recognize our sacred roots we will swim in the light of the deep blue sea! We all have a vision, it’s a very sacred mission, to swim with the dolphins and be family! * There’s a circle of friends with love that never ends, a circle of friends we call family. We go round and round on land and sea! A circle of friends we call family!! We will laugh with their playfulness and join in there sacredness we will shine the love of their joyful hearts. We will share their love as we sing our song, come along and be family! Now the whales have a prayer to share, us humans must learn to care. Every creature is part of the living one. We must share our hearts, shine or love! Love one another and be family! * There’s a circle of friends with love that never ends, a circle of friends we call family. We go round and round on land and sea! A circle of friends we call family!!

1. All Roads

I've seen beyond the veils of time and I'm trusting the Path that leads me to You!  I close my eyes and the light is brighter on the inside!  I try to run away, but all roads lead me back to you.  I try to swim away but the ocean turns into You!  All roads, all roads, all roads they lead to You!  *Om Namah Shivaya, Om Mani Padmi Hum, Om Radha Soami, we're coming Home!  I know a pretty place where the people dance in the sun, I close  my eyes and together we are one.  Don't get lost, don't get lost in the illusion.  Don't get lost, it's not worth the cost, don't get lost in the illusion.  Maha Maya!  *Om Namah Shivaya, Om Mani Padmi Hum, Om Radha Soami, we're coming Home!  It's our last time around till we merge into the Holy Sound!  Radha Soami!  All Roads, all roads they lead to You!

2. Be No Afraid

The veils are getting thin, be not afraid to let the light in!  Love is stronger than fear, your not alone God is here!  Love is stronger than Fear!!! Always Stronger!!! Love!

3. Take Me

All paths lead to the One, pure and simple like the salt and the sun.  My love for the deep blue ocean is shallow, compared to my devotion to You.  To You!  All my life I searched for Your eyes, I was seeking in paradise.  All the love, all the bliss, I sacrifice for just one kiss from You, from You!  *Take me, take me inside, show me paradise!  All these years I would never believe that this wild life I would leave.  Then You came to me in a dream, and touched my deepest fantasy!  You pointed the way to go to lead this wandering gypsy Home, lead me to You!  *Take me, take me inside, show me paradise!  Take me, show me, I want to know what You know baby!  Take Me!

4. Critical Mass

I long to merge with Your heart, but this space between keeps us apart!  One day we'll merge at last, the point beyond passion, the Critical Mass!  *Deep Elevation, deep, deep elevation!  You know I heard it in a dream.  Deep Elevation, in the rocks by the stream, Deep Elevation!  Deeper and Deeper, Higher and Higher, that's the way we're gonna go, deeper and deeper, higher and higher and this Love is gonna blow!  We've got to crawl through the fire, though the flames are getting higher.  We've got to walk through Hell's gate to find the stairway to heaven....meditate!  Deeper and deeper, higher and higher that's the way we're gonna go, deeper and deeper, higher and higher and this Love is gonna blow!! 

"On the banks of the green, green, green, Ganga dream, as the magenta rose offerings flow downstream.  I made a vow, to serve Thee through the Sound then I dove down deep into the Ganges River and I heard the Sound!  I came up into the sunrise and I saw Your eyes.  You said to me, "Deeper and Deeper, Higher and Higher that's the way your gonna go!  Deeper and Deeper, Higher and Higher and this Love is gonna blow!  The point beyond passion, the Critical Mass!"

5. Underwater World

I used to swim in the exotic seas, ancient rivers did enchant me, swimming with pod’s of dolphins and whales. But last nights adventures just tipped the scales! *Underwater world! 

After midnight She came for me, painting rainbows on every fish we’d see. She introduced me to a purple dolphin, She said “hang on tight and he’ll take you for a swim!”  *Underwater world!  We followed her on an aquatic journey , She took us deep into the mystery. There was music like I’d never heard before, the warmth of the rhythms went deep into my core! Beautiful temples with priestess’s on the walls, inside the palace there were enormous waterfalls! Love oozing from everywhere, so much light not a thought could live there!  *Underwater world! 
 She smiled and sang for me a song about the place where I once belonged!  She said “the only thing stopping you is the limits of your mind!” Underwater world, and She was gone, but still inside of me revealing secrets of the deep mystery! 

Underwater world!

6. There You Are

You cannot run away, in your mind you’ll stay, wherever you go, there you are! I’ve tried and tried, to myself I’ve lied but every where you go, there you are! 
Every gypsy knows when the wind does blow, you ride it like a wave! When the going gets tough, the tough get going and we run away! *Every where you go, there you are! I’ve been the queen of excuse, I’ve been wild and loose, following the wisdom of a sage! Then one day I saw that my freedom song was the lock on my own cage! *Every where you go there you are!

Are you behind black or golden bars? Until you go inside, there you are! I’ve traveled many a mile, got by with a song and smile, living a life so free. Making love beneath the moon, jamming endless tunes, but I could never get away from me! 
*Everywhere you go there you are! You can not run away from your self, but Lord knows, we’ve all tried, we’ll keep tryin, we’ll keep lying to ourselves BUT every where you go, there you are!

 7. Illegal Passion

Forgive me for my passion this is my life’s lot. The music turns me on till I’m dripping hot! How can I be faithful with such a restless soul? I walk through life empty till the music makes me whole! Music is my lover, I’m committed to one, music is my lover, my illegal passion! Illegal, delicious passion! I want to open again and again, the vibration of sound sends me over the edge! Rhythms of love, rhythms of peace, music is my mistress, my delicious release, delicious, illegal passion! I try to put love in everything I do but there’s only one place where my heart can be true. Let’s just call it the curse of the muse! The curse of the Muse!

I may be in your bed, but I’m slipping away, I hear the music begin to play. I’m being lured into the realms of heavenly bliss. God comes down and claims me with one musical kiss! Delicious. Illegal passion! I’m in love with the light, in love with the sound, it’s the only thing that lifts me from the ground…I’m in love with the SOUND!

8. Angel Song

(co written with Marcus Felspar, lyrics by Felicia music by Marcus) 
Leave your worries behind, free your beautiful mind, be the angel you are, you’ve come from so far. Purify yourself and strengthen your will, be the angel you are fly to the top of the hill! Spread your wings out wide, why do you want to hide, be the best you can be inspire all to be free. Make a circle of stone, the river will lead you home Hear the voice from afar singing “Be the angel you are”!

Love yourself, trust yourself, shine like a star and be the angel you are!”

Your sweet like honey wine, creamy nectar divine. Rainbow rose and silk, mother’s coconut milk! Love your self if you can, every woman and man, sing your blues away turn your work into play!

*Love yourself, trust yourself, shine like a star and be the angel you are!

9. Traveller of the Wind

As I was traveling on the wind, searching for Love I saw a garden and I followed the dove! There You were my Beloved for sure and the sweet scent of roses and lilies confirmed it. The truth or Your Love, I knew You would always be there, I could smell the ocean in the waves of Your hair!

*She said, “come, come oh traveller of the wind and lighten your load, come come o traveller of the wind and rest your weary soul!”

Like the bird loves the wind, like the traveller loves the trail, let the inner journey begin and lead me from this jail! Imprisoned to wander, always looking outside seeking pleasure externally, too much momentum to subside!

*She said “come come o traveller of the wind and lighten your load, come come o traveller of the wind and rest your weary soul!”

At the feet of my Beloved, in the company of Saints, I’ll lay down my weary bones and release my pain! O, traveller of the wind am I, I shall lay down my sword and bow down before You and server Thee my Lord! I’m intoxicated, drunk on the Divine! Every day I have a chance to drink from Your Holy wine! My only prayer is to lay my head at Your lotus feet! My only prayer is to spend one moment with Thee!

*She said “come come o traveller of the wind and I’ll take you Home!”